I know what it's like to fall.
Hard.
I used to have it all. I belonged to something. I had a place. I had them. I actually thought they were my friends. Now I can't believe how stupid I was. They seemed to be so nice and fun and understanding; we seemed to click so well. Everything was so cool. I felt; popular. Like I had an identity. But all the while we were becoming so close, but so isolated from everyone else. So now, I really have nobody. Yeah sure there are tons of other nice girls, it's just that I feel so odd. Like I'm a stranger. For so long I was with them, that I didn't get to know everyone else. And nothing I do now can get me to belong again.
Because once you're out of the clique, it's hard to get back in.