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so, pit camp's over. it was really really fun, ESPECIALLY night walk. but foveo mostly wasn't scared. momentarily shocked yeah but not really scared. but my batch was apparently one of the most hysterical of all times o.O anyway i was in the foyer singing itsuki and making up random haunting tunes. and the resonance was damn good so a lotta Fiorians and even Ms Picca said it sounded creepy :D means i succeeded haha. but after awhile i decided to scare people directly. so we'd let them walk a while in silence hearing just their own footsteps then all of a sudden i'd grab their ankles or pull their shirt and scream "I TOLD YOU NOT TO TOUCH ME". quite a few got shocked. ironically, this year a lot of people said my singing was one of the scarier moments during Night Walk. but last year i was one of the most terrified little people. i cried and refused to complete my walk. even after i was told that shijia and celine were following. i was still super scared ok i feel so loser-ish now. but it's funny how i can have So Much Fun scaring other people but when it comes to me i get frightened. Masquerade! it was so funny seeing Mandi and Zhen as Prince and Zachary, the hot ACSI boyfriends! then halfway through they interlocked arms and went "The Best Is Yet To Be!". ok no offence to guys from AC but it was damn funny! And then people were like, "Eh Mandi looks quite hot as a guy leh" and she got Creeped Out. I can't wait till next year when we get to dress up like paikias haha. dayna was adorable as a nerd! rachel and jess redefined bimbo. liting accused mr lau of being jane's BOYFRIEND! faux pas much! anyway everything's on FB. anyways. so much is happening. right after icyl was pit camp then now reporting day then before you know it it's january and sec 1 orientation. and my (perilous) trip humans journey begins. ah well. got my stitches taken out already. feels so raw and gross now. ok i should be going to sleep now. i don't have a life/holiday. so sadddd. nat's leaving for paris on friday. have fun, nataleeee. why does my heart do that funny fluttering thing when i'm around you?
and so, after a million years of planning slogging laughing sleeping late feeling excited chionging freaking out eating macs 2 days in a row factory packing calling the tshirt woman 234574398578 times singing going for gm anticipating going through programme another 234574398578 times proudly proclaiming im from ot, ICYL IS OVER.i think i needed the big font. somehow im getting this weird feeling that icyl isn't over yet, that it's about to begin. i suppose as ot we didn't really get to participate so actively during icyl itself, or interact as much with the delegates, but it was a super fun experience. for the few times i sat in for the talks, i feel i actually did learn something. Her Excellency Zanele Makina was really, really inspiring. and dr shirley lim is, SO, nice. she's our icyl patron and she sponsored everyone's peaks profiling thing. like, wow. and according to mrs hoo, she wants icyl'10 to be "BIGGER and BETTER." so. i wanna come back as a facil in icyl'10! or else, as a participant. honestly, it's something i srsly want to do. these few days its weird not going to school so early anymore. i slept in on saturday after icyl because i was really tired after everything, and cos i had to get stitches at the hospital. i tripped up the stupid amphi steps in my court shoes trying to run after someone with nadia, then i got this gash on my shin. it was totally painless for the first minute or so, and i didn't realise it until nadia practically screamed "ARIEL WHAT HAPPENED" and then i Freaked Out. now it doesn't hurt as much but i am still super Grossed Out by it all. claire said it wasn't that bad when she saw it but i hate this kinda thing. which is why i probably Fail as a doctor. anyway. pit camp tmr! yeah i am excited. it's overnight :D meaning NIGHT WALK! oh man we get to be ghosts this year and im gonna take lotsa pictures of the little juniors freaking out. and im gonna sing parts of itsuki and speak in that freaky doll voice and it'll be sooo fun. but i rmb when i did the walk myself i was terrified. i cried and just got so scared esp when hannah told those stories from previous years. though now that i look back i realise they cant be true if not night walk wouldnt be allowed to continue.anyway i should go sleep now we hafta report at 8 tmr :/ i want my sleep yeah so i shall go sleep now.you make me laugh, but why don't i make you feel the same way?
ICYL is finally here! Day 0 was today, so the int'l delegates all arrived at ymca alr. OMG i am totally, totally excited. the past few days we've been slogging our guts out. but i think the harder you work for something the more you'll enjoy it. so icyl should be a BLAST! I LOVE OT AND LOGS. but anyway i should be sleeping now, gotta wake up at 5.30 am tmr, be in school by 6.30 am. sheesh. the whle week NO BEAUTY SLEEP. and nadia! we should totally co-ord what to wear for IFN. MAN IM EXCITED. ICYL'08 FTW!
something's gotta give. maybe it's you.
oh man so many things, such little time. and so much confusion and emotion. i feel strangely detached from everything. my brain and hands don't seem to be co-ordinating. my brain is all messed up and everything's going round and round in this whirlwind but my hands are doing PBCO ICYL IF Rep Day things. thank God FF is over, less things to think about. but, i have, so much, to do. icyl is in 8 DAYS. wtshizz. i barely have any holiday AT ALL. schedule for the week: monday 7.30 am ICYL opening closing ceremony rehearsal // 1.30 pm logs meeting with ms koh // 5 pm leave for IF with lynn till 11pm.tuesday 9 am choir prac // 1.30 pm rep day comm meeting & envisioning session till 3.30/4 pm. wednesday banner and stuff coming in. GO TO SCHOOL TO HELP PACK. thursday tshirts coming in. GO TO SCHOOL TO COLLECT. continue packing from yesterday, do setup.friday last min setup stuff, go through everything again. maybe go to ymca to do last min stuff too. saturday joell's rgps carnival then maybe clueless. if not, web.sunday church, worry about icyl, freak out when i get a call from someone saying something's not done for icyl. monday ICYL IS HERE OMG FINALLY. report to school at 6.30 am wtshizz o.Obut tmr is IF, exciting! batch performance is the love. esp the whole new world remix written by sarah and lee voon. super funny! and vanessa and pris rewrote lemon tree, and now it's so sad and tear-inducing. i might cry singing it. and, confirmations. i really didn't wanna think about it. well a lot of things have happened, but i suppose everything will turn out the way He wants it to. And maybe He's trying to teach me something through this whole experience. but fedele i love you, for being there for me to support and encourage me all the way no matter what the outcome may be. i love you dionne and isabelle, the first 2 people i really talked to about it. i cried after i went out from speaking with the 4 heads and juliet. i just teared and i wasn't sure whether it was joy or uncertainty or relief. i really don't know. oh well there's nothing much i can do now, so i'm leaving everything in Your hands. thank you Lord :)is missing you a crime?
strut your stuff; show them you've got it.
somehow, everything seems to be spiralling out of control. i thought i had it all nicely under control then suddenly, whoosh. it's all gone down the drain. so many things happening, so little time to get it all in my head. confused, much.
i still think of you, but i have the sad feeling you've forgotten all about me.
omg i cannot believe myself i had another haircutting disaster and now my hair is short short short and soooo layered and like 1/10 of the original length/thickness. sheesh. everyone was really shocked and everything o.O plus, if you knew me from primary school and compare my hairlengths then and now the difference is disconcerting. one day i shall dig up photos from last time and compare and feel my heart break. but apparently my hair now is cute, so.last day of school today but it wasn't much. got report card back. i did better than expected! i was really sure i would get ____, but in the end i got ____ ! mm i miss web. sick last saturday so i didn't go. and this sat is FF Rec Day and CONFIRMATIONS, so i can't go for web, again. or maybe i can. but! confirmations! are! coming! and i'm really scared. well, more about out batch as a whole. like, we've been through so much and so many things have happened. we can't afford to have our batch broken up even more. on the brighter side, we get to plaaayyyy with our new juniors! we met them some time last week but i can't remember who they all are. a. n. y. w. a. y. mummy says we'll be going to malaysia for a holiday. she wants a beach & shopping holiday and phuket and bangkok are outta the question cos she doesn't want to get bombed. AAAH and i must say AGAIN, how cute my rabbit is :)
