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oh man so many things, such little time. and so much confusion and emotion. i feel strangely detached from everything. my brain and hands don't seem to be co-ordinating. my brain is all messed up and everything's going round and round in this whirlwind but my hands are doing PBCO ICYL IF Rep Day things. thank God FF is over, less things to think about. but, i have, so much, to do. icyl is in 8 DAYS. wtshizz. i barely have any holiday AT ALL. schedule for the week: monday 7.30 am ICYL opening closing ceremony rehearsal // 1.30 pm logs meeting with ms koh // 5 pm leave for IF with lynn till 11pm.tuesday 9 am choir prac // 1.30 pm rep day comm meeting & envisioning session till 3.30/4 pm. wednesday banner and stuff coming in. GO TO SCHOOL TO HELP PACK. thursday tshirts coming in. GO TO SCHOOL TO COLLECT. continue packing from yesterday, do setup.friday last min setup stuff, go through everything again. maybe go to ymca to do last min stuff too. saturday joell's rgps carnival then maybe clueless. if not, web.sunday church, worry about icyl, freak out when i get a call from someone saying something's not done for icyl. monday ICYL IS HERE OMG FINALLY. report to school at 6.30 am wtshizz o.Obut tmr is IF, exciting! batch performance is the love. esp the whole new world remix written by sarah and lee voon. super funny! and vanessa and pris rewrote lemon tree, and now it's so sad and tear-inducing. i might cry singing it. and, confirmations. i really didn't wanna think about it. well a lot of things have happened, but i suppose everything will turn out the way He wants it to. And maybe He's trying to teach me something through this whole experience. but fedele i love you, for being there for me to support and encourage me all the way no matter what the outcome may be. i love you dionne and isabelle, the first 2 people i really talked to about it. i cried after i went out from speaking with the 4 heads and juliet. i just teared and i wasn't sure whether it was joy or uncertainty or relief. i really don't know. oh well there's nothing much i can do now, so i'm leaving everything in Your hands. thank you Lord :)is missing you a crime?
